Change doesn’t come over night. It takes time. Don’t wait for things to fall into place in this life, get yourself busy by setting goals that extend far ahead of you into your afterlife.
Soon a mercy from Allah would come to you from where you didn’t expect, in times when you thought that success or an escape was impossible.
Release the need to control everything about your life and start with what you have, right now, wherever you are.
Raise your hands in prayers and ask Allah to give you the strength to continue this journey in life with His Mercy and Help.
Pray with hope and out of earnest faith. Know that He will respond to you. Because He will.
فَاسْتَجَابَ لَهُمْ رَبُّهُمْ أَنِّي لَا أُضِيعُ عَمَلَ عَامِلٍ مِّنكُم مِّن ذَكَرٍ أَوْ أُنثَىٰ ۖ بَعْضُكُم مِّن بَعْضٍ
Their Lord responded to them: Never will I cause to be lost the deeds of any among you, whether male or female; you are of one another.
Surat Ali Imran 3:195