Arrogance and bitterness won’t bring you closer to Allah, nor make you a more steadfast believer.
Only those who are humble enough to learn are taught, and that’s why we see many people give up seeking knowledge or don’t get started because they think they are too good for certain methodologies.
For those who are struggling with the Quran, or seeking knowledge, or being humble. Look for reasons inside your heart and drop your ego if you want a better afterlife.
For truly Allah does not look at the number of the deeds performed; rather, He looks at the sincerity behind our actions.